In the book now, Mia and Adam are furiously yelling at each other. Mia admits that the whole time she should have told Adam she was breaking up with him earlier instead of just leaving him. Mia also admits that this whole entire time she has hated him. Hated him because he begged her to stay. And not leave with her family which would have been the easiest way out. Her not having to live a life full of sadness, anger, and grief. Mia walks off the bridge in New York and Adam is now on the bridge by himself, yelling and crying in guilt and anger.